She smiled at me and in that brief moment the whole world and anything that was broken was made whole. We held hands and then she just said come on lets go. I got my bag and got in to the car. We rode and talked and held hands, she smiled endlessly and talked about everything effortlessly. We found where we were staying . As we got to the hotel and as we entered the room I grabbed her up around the neck forced her to the wall and heard this low growl seep from between her lips as she whispered baby don't stop you know this is what I've been waiting for and you better not be easy on me because I won't be easy on your ass either. Symphony is love lust wrapped in a physical form that's encased in dynamite and as we got into this she exploded on me around me over and over again. As the night wore on we found that rhythm that thing that lovers yearn for and I can say there was a peace to my soul like never before. Like I said the story is still being written.
NOT JUST ANOTHER GHETTO STORY
Monday, August 8, 2016
THE DAY I MET A UNICORN #SYMPHONY
We had talked and fantasied about finally meeting. Her with all that fortitude and I with that mean grizzly attitude. We had discussed in great detail every thing. So when that day came lemme me tell you o was so nervous that I took 3 showers changed clothes twice and stood on the middle of the floor for 3 straight hours. When I walked out the door to meet her I mistakenly walk towards someone else. Her saying from behind a parked truck "Hey big head you don't know me by now" lemme tell you if you could have seen the smile on my face it was like a fat kid who was just given the keys to the candy factory.
Monday, August 1, 2016
SYMPHONY
I met symphony. She was to be the love that grew from stone, the Rose that grew from concrete and possibly the reason to this day that I can now see some beauty in the ugliness that this world offers. We met by pure accident a train wreck which is I and a unicorn which she professed her self to be. I never said I was perfect and that damaged indium seemed to be my moniker. But as the days went on and we began to talk she would always say the only thing damaged about you is the way you see the world. When someone begins to dig into your basement and starts pulling out flowers from the darkness you just gotta pay attention. She brought back the years when I felt 17 because she saw through the pain of loosing so much, she never babied me she just held me up when i didn't know how to. We stayed on the phone forever fell asleep and woke in one another's arms nightly. She showed me the beauty of sunsets and the joy of watching the sunrise together. The key to alll this was we were 1103 miles apart and yet every night we slept together in total serenity. I am forever humbled by her presence in my life because it slowly became our life, or world. To this day our story is still being written.
Friday, July 20, 2012
CHASING RAINBOWS AND BANNANA NOW & LATERS[ THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL] PART 1
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Ms.Camille My 9 1/2 weeks
Camille for no other reason other then the virtue that she taught me deserves this. My friend told me that in writing this blog it would heal the sleepless nights and calm the pain of my past, is it working I ask myself only time will tell,but back to her.Ms Camille was extraordinary in everything she did and how she embraced life at 20 something I had never had a woman turn me inside out emotionally and physically. She made me a smarter person and helpt me analyze people in fact i think if it wasn't for her and my mother's persistent poking and pushing I'd have never went back to school.She'd ask is this what i wanted to do with the rest of my life and i"d just get quiet like a child being chastised by a parent. She was and probably still is a force of nature all wrapped up in that sweet package. Dedicated to the sexiness in her.Ms. Camille you were my 9 1/2 weeks and i thank you
Saturday, March 31, 2012
GREAT LOVES PT 4 THE VET
If you ever have been involved with an older person you will understand the title, this evening I lay it out about my veteran Ms. Camille, she taught me so much in that i thought that my life was just selling drugs and going home to sleep. She showed me how to live and have fun, intelligent ,smart,and sexy in such a way that made men draw to her like a moth to a flame. She wasn't your average older woman and for real I honestly believe those white folks hi jacked the term cougar from her because she was all that and a bag of diamonds but there was no disguising it. Camille was 5'11, 250 and had swagg long before it became a popular term back then we just thought she was uppity.I has met her during my youth when i was on the corner throwing rocks at the glass house it was always a hi and bye thing nothing other then that.When i came home after my first number i happened to run into her and we just started chatting ohhh! I didn't know at the time that she was the bag lady for some other guy, just carrying to make a few dollars nothing serious, but we kept running into one another. I finally got up the heart to ask her out it wasn't asking her out it was like hey what you doing tomorrow if you are not busy come holler at me. Nothing serious well she did the one strange thing about her was she was different older and wanted to do things at 20 something my womanly education was lacking. She was sooo cool and i suspect to this day she still has allot of that left. She was the first woman who took me to the movies in the afternoon and we saw double features because there wasn't that many people in the theater, eating lunch with her was a treat. She was a bad bitch carried a pistol i am still mad to this day she would never let me shoot it, talked shit and could drink any nigger up under the dam table. She sure did it to me more then once and no it was n't anything other then her experience that did that. She was my first real sex partner and i say that with respect because of who she is and what she taught me about making love. i can't even say we fucked except the first time then she told me in that way she always had part gangster ,part friend and definitely helper and companion. " Man if you want to keep seeing me you got to come better then that' we got to work on this thing" I was young and i think my feelings got hurt but that look she would give me with those eyes just made it all better. Camille did help me work on my sex game but more then that she help me know and enjoy the meaning of life for a moment. She was and i think will always be who she was great heart sexy ass body and one hell of a lover in every aspect of the word, she just had a few rules if i went out and fucked someone else wear a condom and don't bring my shit to her door if I did that i was cool.I honestly enjoyed the time i spent with her out of bed more then i enjoyed in bed OHHHHH!!!! hell naww who am i lieing to that woman turned me out some days niggers were looking for me and i was with her, she drove and we went everywhere and she made me smile. She was always encouraging and wanted me to do more with my life,she let me cook for her and somedays we'd spend time just chilling. Yes she could cook and watching her in the kitchen was a sexy thing, she had ass for mother fucking days and i was fortunate that sometimes she'd cook naked with a apron and she'd call me by my full name no nick names and she'd make it sound sexy, DAMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss that and she holds that place of grace in my memory PART 2 TO COME
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
GREAT LOVES pt3
THEN THERE WAS NOVA,I MET HER DURING MY TIME OF INCARCERATION. SHE WAS AND STILL IS BEAUTY DEFINED AND A COLD DAM GANGSTER. NOVA WAS THAT GIRL THAT IF YOU WERE SO INCLINED TO WOULD ACTUALLY BE THE CHOICE TO HIT UP A BANK WITH. THIS WAS LONG BEFORE HIP HOP MADE UP THE TERM GANGSTER BITCH AND PLEASE NO ONE TELL HER I CALLED HER THAT I WOULD REALLY HAVE TO GO INTO WITNESS PROTECTION. SHE WAS IN FOR VARIOUS CRIMES AT TIMES SHE WOULD TRY TO TELL ME BUT I WAS STRUGGLING WITH MY OWN SINS. YOU SEE IN COUNTY JAILS THEY CONFINE THE MEN AND WOMEN TOGETHER JUST ON DIFFERENT SIDES, WHAT HAPPENED WAS JUST AS A MATTER OF FACT, SHE WORKED IN THE KITCHEN AND DELIVERED THE FOOD TRAYS SO DUDES WERE ALWAYS HOLLERING AT HER. ME FOR SAY DIDN'T THINK ABOUT FOOD I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO WRITE TO, SOMEONE TO SHARE WITH AND NOVA DID TOO. I HAD COME BACK FROM A FEDERAL PRISON FOR SOME REASON WHEN I SAW HER. SHE MADE MOVES AND COULD GET AROUND WE DID THE PRISON EXCHANGE THING AND STARTED WRITING TO ONE ANOTHER AND AS THE MONTHS WENT ON, WE STARTED CARING FOR ONE ANOTHER. NOW DON'T ASK ME HOW I THINK IT HAS TO DO WITH THE PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECTS OF CONFINEMENT AND YOU JUST WANTING TO KNOW SOMEONE CARES BUT IT WAS NICE. LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT NOVA WAS A PLAYER TO SHE WAS ALSO WRITING 3 OR 4 OTHER GUYS. I FOUND OUT BECAUSE ONE OF THEM APPROACHED ME AND TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS HIS WOMAN, NOW ME BEING WHO I AM MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS TO THROW HIS ASS OFF THE TIER BUT I REMEMBERED THIS WAS A COUNTY JAIL AND I COULDN'T AFFORD ANY TROUBLE. SO I SAID OK SHE'S YOURS IF YOU FEEL THAT STRONG JUST TELL HER TO STOP WRITING ME. HE JUST SMILED AND THOUGHT HE'D GOTTEN OVER, WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW WAS HE JUST WANTED HER BECAUSE SHE GAVE HIM EXTRA FOOD. SO WE STOPPED SPEAKING AND WHAT FINALLY CAME TO PASS WAS SHE ACTUALLY HAD A FRIEND OF HERS COME ASK ME WHAT WAS GOING ON, ACTUALLY IT WAS A PRISON GUARD THAT HAD KNOWN HER ON THE STREETS. I EXPLAINED AND HE TOLD ME HE RESPECTED THAT FACT AND LEFT IT ALONE. DAYS LATER THERE WAS A RAP ON MY CELL DOOR THE SAME GUY OPENS THE CELL AND TELLS ME TO COME INTO THE SALLY PORT AND THERE IS NOVA, SHE HITS ME WITH THIS THUG SHIT LIKE WHATS UP WITH YOU AND I EXPLAIN SHE SAYS NAWWW IT AINT LIKE THAT. I WANT YOU AND HE IS JUST A FRIEND. I NEVER SAID A WORD AND THIS BIZZARE COURTSHIP KEPT GOING ON. SHE GOT TRANSFERRED TO A FEDERAL PRISON AND I FINALLY GOT SENT BACK TO WHERE I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE. 2 YEARS LATER I WAS LAYING IN MY BED AND THEY WERE HAVING MAIL CALL AND GUESS WHO I GET A LETTER FROM? NOVA!!!! SHE WAS HOME AND DOING OK WHICH WAS NICE TO KNOW AND TO BE HONEST I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HEAR FROM HERE, WE WROTE TO ONE ANOTHER OVER THE YEARS. THERE WAS AND STILL IS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT HER, SOMETHING I GUESS YOU DONT QUESTION YOU JUST ENJOY. SO WHEN I FINALLY GET OUT THE SECOND TIME NOVA COMES TO GET ME FROM THE HALFWAY HOUSE, TO BE HUGGED BY HER OHHHHHHHHHHH YOU KNEW YOU WERE LOVED. SHE IS EXCEPTIONAL IN EVERY ASPECT. NOVA WAS A DRUG THAT IF YOU REALLY TOOK IT YOU'D BE HOOKED FOR LIFE SOME NIGHTS EVEN NOW I STILL GO THRU WITHDRAWALS. THE STRANGEST THING WAS SHE HAD A VICIOUS ALMOST SUPER HUMAN SEXUAL APPETITE I MEAN THE TIMES WE MADE LOVE WERE EXCEPTIONAL. SOMETIMES I THINK A MAN ON VIAGRA WOULD HAVE HAD A TOUGH TIME WITH HER. I MEAN I REMEMBER ONE NIGHT I LITERALLY HAD TO GET UP AND GO OUTSIDE HAVE A SMOKE AND GET SOME AIR SHE WAS EXTRA ORDINARY IN EVERY ASPECT.THAT NIGHT I REMEBER SHE HOLLERED HEYY!!!! WHERE YOU GOING I AIN'T FINISHED YET THE ONLY THING I COULD DO WAS SHAKE MY HEAD MAN UP AND DO WHAT I HAD TO DO. SHE LOVE YOU UNTIL YOU COLLAPSE THEN WAKE UP UP FEED YOU AND LOVE YOU SOME MORE. I GUESS YOU ARE WONDERING WHY I DIDN'T MARRY HER WELL WE JUST GREW APART AND GOT OLD. NOW EVERY NOW AND THEN I WILL SEE HER PICTURES ON FACEBOOK AND DARE MYSELF TO ASK HER FOR A FRIENDS REQUEST BUT WHEN SHE SAYS YES I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO GO RIGHT AWAY AND GET ME A PRESCRIPTION FOR VIAGRA BECAUSE SHE PROBABLY STILL GOES LIKE A RABBIT
Sunday, January 1, 2012
If only they knew, the lord had there back

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