THEN THERE WAS NOVA,I MET HER DURING MY TIME OF INCARCERATION. SHE WAS AND STILL IS BEAUTY DEFINED AND A COLD DAM GANGSTER. NOVA WAS THAT GIRL THAT IF YOU WERE SO INCLINED TO WOULD ACTUALLY BE THE CHOICE TO HIT UP A BANK WITH. THIS WAS LONG BEFORE HIP HOP MADE UP THE TERM GANGSTER BITCH AND PLEASE NO ONE TELL HER I CALLED HER THAT I WOULD REALLY HAVE TO GO INTO WITNESS PROTECTION. SHE WAS IN FOR VARIOUS CRIMES AT TIMES SHE WOULD TRY TO TELL ME BUT I WAS STRUGGLING WITH MY OWN SINS. YOU SEE IN COUNTY JAILS THEY CONFINE THE MEN AND WOMEN TOGETHER JUST ON DIFFERENT SIDES, WHAT HAPPENED WAS JUST AS A MATTER OF FACT, SHE WORKED IN THE KITCHEN AND DELIVERED THE FOOD TRAYS SO DUDES WERE ALWAYS HOLLERING AT HER. ME FOR SAY DIDN'T THINK ABOUT FOOD I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO WRITE TO, SOMEONE TO SHARE WITH AND NOVA DID TOO. I HAD COME BACK FROM A FEDERAL PRISON FOR SOME REASON WHEN I SAW HER. SHE MADE MOVES AND COULD GET AROUND WE DID THE PRISON EXCHANGE THING AND STARTED WRITING TO ONE ANOTHER AND AS THE MONTHS WENT ON, WE STARTED CARING FOR ONE ANOTHER. NOW DON'T ASK ME HOW I THINK IT HAS TO DO WITH THE PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECTS OF CONFINEMENT AND YOU JUST WANTING TO KNOW SOMEONE CARES BUT IT WAS NICE. LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT NOVA WAS A PLAYER TO SHE WAS ALSO WRITING 3 OR 4 OTHER GUYS. I FOUND OUT BECAUSE ONE OF THEM APPROACHED ME AND TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS HIS WOMAN, NOW ME BEING WHO I AM MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS TO THROW HIS ASS OFF THE TIER BUT I REMEMBERED THIS WAS A COUNTY JAIL AND I COULDN'T AFFORD ANY TROUBLE. SO I SAID OK SHE'S YOURS IF YOU FEEL THAT STRONG JUST TELL HER TO STOP WRITING ME. HE JUST SMILED AND THOUGHT HE'D GOTTEN OVER, WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW WAS HE JUST WANTED HER BECAUSE SHE GAVE HIM EXTRA FOOD. SO WE STOPPED SPEAKING AND WHAT FINALLY CAME TO PASS WAS SHE ACTUALLY HAD A FRIEND OF HERS COME ASK ME WHAT WAS GOING ON, ACTUALLY IT WAS A PRISON GUARD THAT HAD KNOWN HER ON THE STREETS. I EXPLAINED AND HE TOLD ME HE RESPECTED THAT FACT AND LEFT IT ALONE. DAYS LATER THERE WAS A RAP ON MY CELL DOOR THE SAME GUY OPENS THE CELL AND TELLS ME TO COME INTO THE SALLY PORT AND THERE IS NOVA, SHE HITS ME WITH THIS THUG SHIT LIKE WHATS UP WITH YOU AND I EXPLAIN SHE SAYS NAWWW IT AINT LIKE THAT. I WANT YOU AND HE IS JUST A FRIEND. I NEVER SAID A WORD AND THIS BIZZARE COURTSHIP KEPT GOING ON. SHE GOT TRANSFERRED TO A FEDERAL PRISON AND I FINALLY GOT SENT BACK TO WHERE I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE. 2 YEARS LATER I WAS LAYING IN MY BED AND THEY WERE HAVING MAIL CALL AND GUESS WHO I GET A LETTER FROM? NOVA!!!! SHE WAS HOME AND DOING OK WHICH WAS NICE TO KNOW AND TO BE HONEST I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HEAR FROM HERE, WE WROTE TO ONE ANOTHER OVER THE YEARS. THERE WAS AND STILL IS SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT HER, SOMETHING I GUESS YOU DONT QUESTION YOU JUST ENJOY. SO WHEN I FINALLY GET OUT THE SECOND TIME NOVA COMES TO GET ME FROM THE HALFWAY HOUSE, TO BE HUGGED BY HER OHHHHHHHHHHH YOU KNEW YOU WERE LOVED. SHE IS EXCEPTIONAL IN EVERY ASPECT. NOVA WAS A DRUG THAT IF YOU REALLY TOOK IT YOU'D BE HOOKED FOR LIFE SOME NIGHTS EVEN NOW I STILL GO THRU WITHDRAWALS. THE STRANGEST THING WAS SHE HAD A VICIOUS ALMOST SUPER HUMAN SEXUAL APPETITE I MEAN THE TIMES WE MADE LOVE WERE EXCEPTIONAL. SOMETIMES I THINK A MAN ON VIAGRA WOULD HAVE HAD A TOUGH TIME WITH HER. I MEAN I REMEMBER ONE NIGHT I LITERALLY HAD TO GET UP AND GO OUTSIDE HAVE A SMOKE AND GET SOME AIR SHE WAS EXTRA ORDINARY IN EVERY ASPECT.THAT NIGHT I REMEBER SHE HOLLERED HEYY!!!! WHERE YOU GOING I AIN'T FINISHED YET THE ONLY THING I COULD DO WAS SHAKE MY HEAD MAN UP AND DO WHAT I HAD TO DO. SHE LOVE YOU UNTIL YOU COLLAPSE THEN WAKE UP UP FEED YOU AND LOVE YOU SOME MORE. I GUESS YOU ARE WONDERING WHY I DIDN'T MARRY HER WELL WE JUST GREW APART AND GOT OLD. NOW EVERY NOW AND THEN I WILL SEE HER PICTURES ON FACEBOOK AND DARE MYSELF TO ASK HER FOR A FRIENDS REQUEST BUT WHEN SHE SAYS YES I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO GO RIGHT AWAY AND GET ME A PRESCRIPTION FOR VIAGRA BECAUSE SHE PROBABLY STILL GOES LIKE A RABBIT
